It happened just the way I picture it, most of my friends forget my birthday. Even Jedi sms me after I sms him first. Maybe that's the problem, I already pictured bad things in my mind. I got to worried with unnecessary things, and when it finally came to pass, I got discourage easily. A wrong way to face things. I really gotta work on my attitude. Attitude determines what I'll get in the future.

I read this book, bout attitude from God's view. It stirs me up. it reminds me again, that in everything that is happening, keep on praising the Lord. In every situtation, and circumstances, keep on thanking Him.

It also said that I need to bring back the smile that once gone. I need to laugh at things more often. It just hit me, that I used to do that. Laughing and smiling for things that I know can hurt me. And I always try to take things light. And laugh at my own problems, coz back then, I thought problems can easily come, but its sure easy to go.

I need to build and bring back the old 'positive' attitude. Failure is not an option. Success is not an option, is a choice I gotta make.